She was doing it for me. Because she cared for me.
It washed over me
stunningly in a way I could not deny that I trusted her.
Against all my
denials and vows and fury and scorn of myself I knew that I did trust
her.
She had never demanded it. She just was.
And her fineness drew me to her.
I didn't want to be!
But I could not....
"Never more than a glass or two." Pause. "Of course there's a chasm
between that and never drinking at all."
"I never do! Never!"
"I know."
and if we are not Cella and Cesca yet
we are their future.
We are.
We are their hope in living form.
If we live what they desired
but were unable to evince then are we....they....at last?